It's been a while

My last entry was almost a month ago. And it was an unfinished entry. No plans to finish it yet (or ever?) as the memory has been less vivid as the days passed by.

A lot of things have happened over the past month. Several trips to KT to setup the language lab and also provide training was enough to keep me away from contributing to the blog.

Last week was supposed to be a celebrative period for Indians and Muslims as it was their 'new year' celebration, both Deepavali and Hari Raya. To me, it was a mournful week. My grandpa has passed away at 1:30am on 1st November. The only positive thing to take out of his passing is him being released from the sufferring he had to bear over the past few months.

This is my third entry mourning people's entry to afterlife. This time I have been involved in the whole process. I will never forget that the last few days of his life, the family was beside him, watching his breathing getting weaker and weaker, and eventually stopped. It is still quite painful for me to write anything that happened between the time he has just passed away until he was cremated. This experience will forever be kept in my memory. Sorry for not being able to share with you all. I hope you will understand.

At least something good seems to have happened over the period. But then the situation is still on a very rocky situation. My stupid emotions and physical condition do not seem to help at all. Hope it all turns well. Till I have the chance to pop that question.